It has been a very long week for me.  Last week on Monday my baby went to spend the week with his grandparents up north.  It was his fathers week and even though we had no visitation order in place I was honoring what we agreed to in parenting time coordination.  It was a very long week for me though.

Here is my question I have found out my baby isn’t exactly safe there.  All his safety concerns seem to be out the window.  It is a benefit for me in many ways because of the custody evaluation we are about to go through but I certainly don’t feel safe sending him now.  He even posted about it in one of his weekend updates.

I asked my baby boy today and he flat out told me, “Well umm we all squish in the back seat of dad’s truck”.  I just said okay.

I am so frustrated right now I could scream!

I have to protect my baby and yet at the same time – I have to let these stupid things happen so that they can see his best interest is not there.