I knew the day would come when I would have to do what He had asked me to do in regards to Sharon.  I guess I need to back up a bit.  While praying this past week – a thought completely foreign to me came into my head; “Thank Sharon for how well she treats Adam”.

I ran it past a few people.  Three people I trust spiritually and look to for Godly advice when it is really needed.  Of course all three of them pretty much came back with the same things:  That is something you yourself would not think to do given the circumstances; if you say it is God – it is God; follow His will…

So anyway – today I did it.  It was therapy and I figured they were all going to be there – that seems to be the common theme.  T*&^, Becca and S)*^&* were there.

At the end of it when we were getting ready to leave -  when outside the door – I tugged on her shirt sleeve and pulled her aside.

I thanked her for being so good to my baby when she is around him.  I said it in a different way but that is what it came down to.  She said something like it isn’t a problem because she loves the kid.  I just responded with – I just wanted to say Thank You.

So I did it.  I for the 1st time in a long time – actually followed His will.

It was hard to do.  It was against everything in my being.  Yet at the same I haven’t felt this calm in a really long time.

I did this today without knowing the outcome.  I had no idea how she would react. I mean we used to be friends who in the world knows how she is going to me react to a thank you.  I wasn’t sure if I would say it in a way that would be non-offensive.

So I did it – I trusted Him – Now I just need to wait and see I guess…