I guess I just need to keep on repeating that cause I sure as hell have lost all composure in regards to this trial.
I was told today by my lawyer that I will be lucky if I am done in a hour and a half. WTF! I am completely freaked out now. Now way around it.
I am gonna be on the stand for over a hour an a half my lawyer thinks. Does anyone else hear that?
Not to mention I am the 1st one on the stand. I have no idea what to expect.
I think I am gonna throw up!
If anyone feels so inclined to pray or to ask others to pray for me to be cool, calm and collected – I will be forever indebted to you!
