My lawyer thinks it went well. I am not so sure.

I sat there from 9 until Noon listening to what a bad person I really was. Well that isn’t true because for the 1st part of things – their first witness was all about motocross so he had nothing negative to say about me.

Don’t get me wrong. I knew there would be bad things said. I am not stupid. I knew my faults would be brought into light.

I just sat staring at my paper writing stuff down about what they said.

Yesterday I laughed about some of it, was not really shocked by any of it (well some – that I spent to much money on food), was a bit put off by the amount of lies but overall left feeling defeated.

His side had 4 people that were to be testifying and only 3 got done. The ex never got on the stand. So we will continue at a different time.

I have no one to counter anything that is being said about when we were together. I guess that does not matter really because I am not the person I was when I was with him. It would be nice to have someone who knew me at both spots though but I am pretty sure that won’t happen.

So now I sit and wait to hear when the next date is.